December 2011
103 posts
having to google what exactly the drugs that are kept in my bedside table actually do.
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I get sick too often.
great day with ayla
today was perfectly wonderful.
After drinking until 4.30 this morning, I woke up, got out of my bed. Into ayla’s bed and lazed about.
Then I got up had the best toastie ever and me and Ayla headed to the shops for movies and food.
We got out 3 amazing movies and some of the best picnic food: hot chicken, seasame seed rolls and salads. .. and chips and dip.
After my afternoon of an...
fuck being sober
can I be drunk everyday? Pretty sure it would make me feel SO much better.
sixteen days
seventeen hours
nineteen minutes
and seventeen.. sixteen.. fifteen.. .. seconds
until I get to see you again.
god this is torture.
today was horrible.
I spent every single break in tears trying to calm myself down. Every other time shaking trying to just do my job. I was asked every five minutes by customers “oh, were you here in the earthquake” The answer, “Yes I was, it was pretty scary but i’m coping okay.” What a lie.
I’ve never felt so nervous in my life. Waking up, nervous. Going...
have a happy christmas everybody :)
growing up
holy shit I just realised how many grown up decisions I have made in the last year.
-moved out
-got licence / brought car / brought insurance
-pay rent / power / internet
-putting a laptop on higher purchase
LOOK AT ALL OF THE MONEY CONTROL
where have the days gone where all my money went to candy?
I like that I can live through life and though so much drama falls around me, I learn to avoid it. Life is too short to spend worrying about everyone else. As long as you have trust in your family and your friends then nothing else should matter. No matter what happens I can come home and laugh about the day just been. Yes you have bad days where all you want to do is cry your eyes out until you...
hey boyfriend
you’re pretty alright :)
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